Okay okay. I know I should have figured this out a long time ago and truth be told I think I came to this conclusion at Christmas time. But the fact of the matter remains I didnt want to admit it to myself or anyone else. I mean I might have spoken the words but the sad reality of it is is that I didnt WANT to need a new job. I love the job itself. It is a challenging and engaging job. The pay is good for what I do and the hours work around the girls.
But after another trying week and weekend, and another one beginning, I have realized that there is precious little I can do to change the situation there no matter what I do or how hard I try and make it right.
So now it is up to me to walk away from the situation and find or make a new horizon for myself. I know I can do it. I just need the courage to make the jump.
Sleep first though.
More in the morning.
~Allison
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